My heart jumps rope for YOU. . .

I've been conflicted over the same guy for the past 8 months. I just want to remember who I was before he started making my brain do cartwheels. I miss myself. And while I do want him to commit and quit being a douche, I have to commit to myself first. If I don't look out for number one, who will? Right? Yet and still, it kinda stings a little. Just the fact that he used to think I could give him what he needed and now he never calls. Maybe its the distance. Maybe I'm reading too much into it. All I know is, I just need to chill. From everything. Give Ravie a chance to breathe easy.