More Than I Know.

My loves. I swear they really do grow up WAY too fast. I realized my efforts to slow down the process didn't do much. Life happens and we can't change its course. You live and you learn. (=

Toes done up, with the finger nails matching.

Siyah is gone, so I have me room all to myself. I went and got ghetto nails yesterday. Vish. Everybody is coming back tomorrow. :)

My Spring Break hasn't been overly terrible, which is nice. Tons of randomness going o, especially since Aasiyah is here. She shakes stuff up. We made enchiladas and burritos. They were SO good. I guess I can use this week to read. Since I've been avoiding my books. I want some new electronics.


Lina DID That (4:09:30 AM): don't feed ur hoes.

I'm developing the strange sleeping and eating patterns again. Right now, its go to bed between 4 and 6 am...wake up between 2 and 3 pm....eat one meal and a snack...and do it again the next day. i wonder how long it will take for me to get out of this one.




I've been thinking lately. Dangerous. I want to change my major.
......Or decide it, rather. Art, art history, mass media. I'm not
lazy. I just don't want to get caught doing something I hate for
the rest of my life.

peace out.

Sad Face.

No more spring break due to unfortunate events. Oh well. It is Friday the 13th. I'm usually not superstitious but I mean, it hasn't been good so far. More later, paz.

You're A Jerk.

Absolutely love these kids for doing something constructive rather than illegal. And not to mention putting my home on the map.


Anyway...very excited for tomorrow. Water balloon fight and my cousin is coming. Vish! Yesterday we flew kites at midnight and then we went to a party in The Stones that turned into a riot....so fun. But now everyone is ready to fight. Jeesh.

Remember?

Never afraid to fall down. I can always get back up. I think I have some of the greatest memories in LIFE on the H-block...and at Emerson and Hamilton.. even at TSU.
This has got to be my all time favorite though. But I will NEVER do that again.

Maybe.

I deal with insecurities on a daily basis. Weaknesses too. One of my major weaknesses being holding on to people that don't serve aa purpose in my life, just because I feel as though they might one day help me. Womp. Every single day is a struggle with myself. Even if it doesn't have to be. Sometimes I just wish I wasn't so dramatic. Then I could cope easier. But I have to turn things into a production. You would think since I've recognized this, I could fix it and move on. Surprise, surprise. I can't.

I want to paint a big picture on a canvas. Im gonna do it. Yes.

Nowhere. Now Here.

I can not wait until Spring Break. I want to act wild. Even though I'm supposed to be making sure I watch what I do for the sake of my little ones, I believe I owe myself a good time. And I will have one. YES.