If its Not One Thing. . .

It's another. The Situation has been resolved. As of now. Its basically on restriction. We'll see where it goes. But it looks promising. HOWEVER, as soon as things started looking up with him, things started looking grim with my mother. I don't know which way is up sometimes. She knows why I act the way I act. I can't help it. I've been conditioned. But she still gets mad. Neither one of us is getting any younger, so we need to not hold these grudges against each other. Everything is looking up in my life. I got my license, I'm getting a car, my love life is no longer up in flames, and I'm doing well in school. I want my relationship with her to be good too. That would just ice the cake that is the perfection of my life. Last month that cake was shitty. So I want this. I REALLY want it.