When People Run In Circles. . .

. . . (Its a very, very mad world.)


Apparently, every single person that I know has lost their mind. Everyone. There's no happy medium involved anymore. Either they're completely sane or completely off of their rockers. And if thats not enough, it seems as though there's more insane than sane at the moment. High school should really be like 5 or 6 years....we were NOT ready to get into the real world, and we're proving that every single day.

Starting with the now apparent EX boyfriend.....


"Queen wrecking my husband's away && point blank period IM WIFE && there aint nothing more to it than that. He Got the keys to my sacred being and I Got the chain locc on his heart.. So hold the aims plz... Indestructable Love is wht we call it... 02-10-09 I love you pooh"

Now, If YOU were hitting up a person that YOU were supposed romantically involved with and that popped up, but you didn't write it....what would YOU say?......That's exactly what I said, and then some. Not that I was really upset, because I wasn't. I went to Texas and did my thing, so I'm sure he was here doing his....that's fine. But the numbers and dates don't match up. I didn't even want to talk about it, but then he came at me like he had no sense in his entire brain.So I had to let him have it. Just to blow off steam. Because its obvious that my presence in his life was already an issue. Girls only do that kind of lame stuff when they feel threatened. Nice to know I still got it.

Then there's my best friend and her brainwashing boyfriend, my favorite cousin and her random rude outbursts, my brother and his random outburst, my mother harassing me. No need for extra details on those situations because they're kind of personal. But they all drive toward my general point. They are all absolutely insane. I swear, If I had a way out, I'd take it. I'm so glad that after I leave, I won't be back here until the end of next year. That will give me time to get my life together and get out of this ever building circle of Los Angeles intertwining drama. Everybody here knows everybody else and everything is just filled with drama. Nothing can be done without somebody else knowing and its absolutely insane. Just as I'm writing this, I got a phone call about some bs that I didn't say, but somebody said I did....If that even makes any sense. I just need a LONG extensive vacation from all things associated with this place and my family. Funny thing is, when I wasn't here, I missed it SO much. Now that I'm back, I wonder why I was missing it in the first place. But I guess that's just how it is. All the cliches and old sayings aren't for nothing, apparently.

On a happier note, I got a job. Yay. I start next Thursday. Go, Ravie.

Anyway. I just want the summer to start. It seems like summers are magical. Like no matter what went wrong previously, we're all over it by summer time and we can all just have a good time and make memories. Maybe its the heat, or the lack of schoolwork, or the lack of having to be on each others backs everyday. Who knows. All I know is that my favorite month is July, and I was born in February. That says it all as far as I'm concerned.

Well, I think that's enough insanity for one night. Off to make fried plantains for Elyse's history class. Au revior.