The Life and Times of the Absolutely Wonderful Ravie Bee.

So. Today is my first day back home. I had real food took a real shower,and now I'm sitting on my own bed. Capitol. I figure I might as well reflect on life in general. Including this semester that just recently came to an end. And my boyfriend, or lack there of. In fact seeing as I just got off the phone with him, I think that would be a perfect place to start. He is such an incredible baby. We aren't even together at the moment, so why be so retarded? He wants to come over tomorrow so that things can occur. I think its to satisfy some twisted goal, to be quite honest. A whole year and he hasn't smashed. If I were a guy, I'd kill me. Seriously. But I kind of don't want to, so I've been a little distant. I just don't know with him. I wanted to last week. But now he's aggravating me. Sheesh. Why can't life just be remotely easy? Anyway, more important things have occurred, like the end of this semester, and the end of my first year of college in general. I've laughed, I've cried. I've made some of the best friends in the world. Life is looking promising. I'm going to go back to TSU. I'm not going to be a baby about things. I have a job to do....that job is graduating on time. I have know idea why I played myself into thinking that I was gonna just come back home and start over. I'm always trying to quit SOMETHING. Whether its a relationship or school. Oh snap. I think I just did some growing up. Like right at this moment. I should stop running from some of this stuff, I figure. What am I solving by putting the issues to the side? Not a damn thing. Even still, here's the summer. I'm glad about that. Summer's are magical to say the least. I can not think of bad summer that I've had in my 19 years. In fact, they get better every year. Can't wait to see what this one has in store. Paz.