Well, shit. . .

Last week was possibly the longest week of my life. So much work, school, and school and work. And then relationship and friendship issues to top it off. As far as friends, I need a break from everyone. A vacation. I don't love them any less, I'm just always around them. In regards to love, "what he won't do. .. 20 other men will." I don't really feel like that at the moment, but its what I keep telling myself. . There's a strong possibility that I may never get exactly what I want from him. And I'm starting to come to terms with that.Things are getting real. I can't be the happy-go-lucky, friendly, sheltered girl from Los Angeles anymore. No matter how much I want to.