. . . Didn't I ?

. . .So to say I've had a BUNCH on my mind lately is a complete understatement. For one, I need like 6 jobs. For two, there's "the situation". For three, I think I need a change of pace. I just feel like I'm doing too much. And I'm realizing now that I've been doing too much, and for the wrong reasons. Dumb. As far as "the situation" is concerned.......ughhhhhh. That's just how he makes me feel. I don't love him. But, I was getting there. And then we just came to an abrupt halt. Irritating. Sometimes, I just wish I could go back..Like, maybe I missed something. Or maybe, I just didn't pay enough attention. Or maybe I got out of control and he noticed it before I did. I have no clue. I just know I need to chill. And I also know that I wish he would call. I'm rambling. Maybe I'll make more sense tomorrow.